This Too Shall Pass

I don't know if it's just my raging hormones going against me or if I finally reached the wick of my undying candle of patience and understanding. I cannot stress any more how exceedingly stressful Wednesday was. Definitely not the right way to start the term, to start the my final term in college. It wasn't how I pictured it at all.

Thursday was spent in hibernation, consultation, and reflection.

I've always looked at myself as a person of will and strength. Even the strong fall down sometimes. I feel so weak after everything that took place today. I don't know what to exactly feel anymore. I just know that I let myself down and I feel weaker than I ever have felt in my entire life. I'm physically-, mentally-, and emotionally-spent.

This too shall pass. You keep saying it over and over and over and it becomes real. I wish it was that easy. I say it over and over and over and I get tired and frustrated, and it just lingers even longer. All is well!

But Haley... *gasp* I love you!

Title inspired by Haley Reinhart's performance of I Who Have Nothing. Speaking of the song, I think it's her best performance ever on Idol, where Benny and the Jets gets bumped down to the second spot! I can't wait for her album to come out! I'm not saying she's already signed contracts and stuff but I'm confident that she'll be signing with a label sooner or later anyway, so I'll just carry on and suppress my heartbreak. Haha.

It took me about 10 seconds to accept realize that Haley won't be in the American Idol Season 10 finals. Haley Reinhart is real, raw, and organic talent! Hit me up if you know of someone who has the same raspy voice, amazing register, and remarkable personality rolled into one, and I shall reconsider my statement, and this entire entry.

Maybe she's too good for American Idol. Haha. Just like Casey Abrams and Pia Toscano. Looking at it, American Idol's best season *ever* will end in a blah country showdown, and this is me having nothing against Lauren Alaina and Scotty McCreery. Just saying.

Anyway. Here are my favorite performances of Haley America's Biggest Regret Reinhart:

I Who Have Nothing - BEST. PERFORMANCE. EVER. Vocals, arrangement, everything. Come on!

House of the Rising Sun - This gave me goosebumps all over my body!

Benny and the Jets - Tell me she ain't got no spunk and I'ma smack yo' head. Juzkiddin. But seriously, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, AMERICA? Hahaha.

You And I - She might as well make it her own. The fact that Gaga hasn't released this yet at the time of the performance, Haley definitely owned it. And the judges were probably too dumb to see it. Haha.

Moanin' - Duet with Casey Abrams. The scathing and growling combination was like bombing Hiroshima and Nagasaki from the World War II combined! Okay, maybe not to you, but it is to me!

*sigh*

What a waste. Then again, Haley Reinhart will have a soarin' music career.

I Get Crazier By The Hour!

The moment we got home from the mall... *snap*

I posted the photo on my Facebook Wall.

I missed Maroon 5 once so I made it a point not to miss Maroon 5 Live in Manila! (2011)! Woohoo! Uh, bronze tickets, not bad. HAHA. Well, I wanted more but I couldn't ask for more. I don't think I deserve any better; thank you, daddy! ♥ :)

Then I find myself posting it on Twitter.

See you, @adamlevine, you one of a kind god of perfection; so hot that heaven kicked you out to live with mortals.

As if one photo wasn't enough, I had to post it on on two (now, three) media. And tagging/mentioning/replying to Adam Levine (I can't even choose one photo from the Googled images oh my) in a lusty fan-girly message. God bless my soul. Hahaha!