Change

Hello.

My blog is reborn. Had you been a constant follower before (but I actually doubt that, haha), notice that I had the same URL and almost the same layout. Not much has changed, really. None except for the missing blogs from dear old 2008.

Since the year 2010 flew in, I have said that 2007 gave me a new soul; 2008 broke my heart; 2009 was a time of healing; and I patiently wait for whatever 2010 has to offer. Beggars can't be choosers. Besides, I think I've gone through a lot already and I'm confident that I'm ready to take on anything. Everything? Not really. Chill, cowboy, slow down. I plan to take it in stride. I still have my hangups. Hehe.

Word is that it's usually "out with the old, in with the new" when it comes to the subject of change. I never really liked change to play a role in my life. I was one who lingered in comfort zones. I learned to take risks. Yeah, that was an amazing feeling, realizing there's so much more outside my bubble. Maybe I enjoyed it too much cos I transformed into this impulsive semi-beast who does things without thinking them over. Ugh, 2008, don't remind me.

So that's when I learned that change is actually a good thing. It gets scary at times but when you get the hang of it, you'll see things in a whole different light. For me, I got more in touch with my experiential side. I never knew that my interests actually range from mundane to awesome to queer to weird to rare to la la la la la, I can go on forever.

There's a downside, though. I like change so much that my attention span got shorter. I'm a person of the extremes; I get so into something like there's nothing else that mattered but it lasts for a really short time. And then I'm back to square one. The process begins again. I'm pretty sure it won't end so soon.