Going Zombie

I get the weirdest dreams lately, ones that don't make an inkling of sense or reason. I wake up early only for thesis, and if not, I find that it's only early enough to sleep again. And when I do need to sleep, I can't seem to have my eyes shut and mind relaxed. Sure, maybe all I need is to reset my broken body clock. I've been working on it.

Meryl and I revised our script for thesis for five hours at the Yuchengco lobby. My body hurts; back, neck, and butt. Even my jaw aches sometimes. Am I deteriorating? Anyway, I almost lost my phone today. I was in a rush while I packed up my laptop and charger that I forgot to place it in my bag or even my jeans pocket. Sigh. I almost died panicking for two minutes. It lasted that fast because of the kindness (quite expected, so luck perhaps would be apt?) of the friendliest Diar's maintenance lady I know in all of La Salle. Like, I make small talk with her sometimes, but mostly, I flash a big smile and wave at her. Hehe. She's super nice. I thanked her so much I thought she'd get irritated. Hahaha. Sorry, phone is life these days. Anyway, I hope I don't get a disciplinary offense for "losing" a property or valuable, no matter how minor it is. *SIGH*

Makati, after yesterday's bus bombing at Buendia-EDSA, does not look safe to me anymore; neither business nor residential district. Manila never looked safe to me, ever. Haha, okay, you get the point. Some riding-in-tandem snatching happened again earlier. *SHUDDER* What is happening to Metro Manila? To the Philippines? It's not safe anywhere anymore!

Okay, last leg of word vomiting... Look at this!!! :)

ADORABLE, RIGHT? Aaaaacccckkkk!!! My friend inboxed me the link in Facebook because she said the piglet reminded her of me. O_O Thanks a lot, huh. I don't mind, the little piggy's cute anyway. Haha. Photo from Flickr user: Brittney (whisker snaps photo)

The photo made my day, really. I have a new desktop wallpaper, if the owner won't mind. Hehe.

On Sleep

Sleeping never took a lot of effort, you know. It never should! Effort surfaces only in times of non-exhaustion; those times that you direly need to get those forty winks but you just can't seem to do it without much force. But basically it's because you don't need sleep, and everyone needs it.

This week should have been sleep-until-2PM-and-wake-up-only-to-realize-I-could-sleep-some-more-so-I-do-just-that kind of days because summer vacation (supposedly) has started as soon as my last final exam ended. However, this week has never been so tedious because I lacked sleep due to various reasons: Monday night was Movie Club Mondays; Tuesday night was Cultural Arts Office's different group's executive boards' ack, too much possessives! leadership training and teambuilding seminar (CAO EB LTTS) day one and it was exhausting, but I needed to cram our Operational Plan for the incoming year, so yeah, late night yet again; Tonight, I really planned to sleep early, like, right after I do some stuff online. Stuff includes checking my freshly-uploaded grades for the third term. No comment, more later. Must saturate.

So today, I was a walking, talking, less-than-functioning zombie. Four hours isn't enough rest. Right this moment, as I type, I feel like I'm asleep, but I'm not, but then again I'm supposed to be. And yes, I shall do so in a few. But here, just to make up for all the sense that this entry has spared:

Thanks to Meryl for the photo of me and the AY 2010-2011 Cultural Arts Office Operations Manual! Yeah, mein. My EB batch is gonna do wonders. We'll be great! Let's go, I believe! :)